Tuesday, April 19, 2005
the last term of my first half in school 
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I knew everything was planned. I was sure i'd fail my engineering economy class. I even got over the thought of it and i actually planned taking it after several terms. To my surprise, i saw a line before that heartbreaking '.' and '0'. I swear i almost had a heart attack before receiving that course card. I couldnt breathe for a moment or two and even my infected and creepy( i hav a lump in my left eye ) eyes couldn't believe what it was seeing. Right in front and there, i received a 1.0 from a subject i hated the most this term. Something was just sweeping my mind yesterday. I felt really calm going early to school but ironically i expected my major subjects to fail. i was wrong and yesterday was just a synchronized miracle i was praying for.
adding to my 'interesting' yesterday, i met faith and of course wit her bubbly aura, she cheered me up minutes before doom-hour. i had lunch wit norms and kat, it was fun.
i actually love the term that has just ended? boy i love the Conductor of this synchronized symphony of miracle.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
"Today is what you called tomorrow yesterday and reversely, today is what you will call yesterday tomorrow"
today is the every tomorrows and the every yesterdays.
Tomorrow comes today!
and i'm wondering how to spend my todays...
i figured the coolest job under the skies! and guess what its not completely related to my nerdy and geeky course. a researcher for Discovery channel is the most mind blowing job i can think of today! imagine working everyday with awe, traveling the seven seas and climbing the highest peak and flying like a seagull and venturing the deepest blue and meeting the most exotic cultures and people, i only wish Discovery channel would air Lonely planet once again. i think it would an exhilarating one. but that is only a 'dream' job. i don't really expect this to happen, though. i just gave this a thought. isnt it cool.
the mind lifts you sometimes when you meditate about a sweet future as this one :P
.................
knock knock knock Trix
who's there?
and then i've crashed to the runway of the port of what most of you call Reality.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
my mind has been entertaining radical thoughts that would make significant change in my life. i could only avoid this thought for now because it's finals week -- my mind has to attend to more urgent priorities as reviewing.
if i could make an equation describing my future it would be this:
f(x) = Acosx
where x: the result of this term ( which is due next week, by the way)
a cosine function only indicates a wavering decision...
this is what is up wit me... while i feel down.. but that is only for now.